Hi. I recently graduated Marketing at my Uni back in July (I think... I lost track since I've been a potato couch for months now). I'm taking a well awaited break and mostly played video games from classic retro games to Indie Retro games that can run on my low-end 2007-2010's potato PC. I took a hiatus on content creation (which I wasn't able to maintain consistently since I was in college) so I'm taking the time to wind back and stay on vacation mode till New Year. I'm mostly just doing some random doodles and experiments on art styles and browse some inspiration by looking at memes and cultured arts at the blue birb app that's currently chaotic right now as I am writing this.

It's been awhile since I have been active in this site. I remember roaming around here when I was looking through Jazza's Content and resources for flash animations. Last interraction I did here was probably Jazza's Challenge of the month and a forum that introduced me to Blender 3D that would be the solution for my background art. Learning blender was the best decision in my life and made animation fun again!

During my time in college, while learning Business and Marketing I was also learning Blender 3D and some little Music Theory which was supposedly useful for my pilot web series I was working on during my Senior High School. Spoiler alert, I burnt out, missed out in life because I was irresponsible in managing life and my expectations. I was not able to balance 5 pillars of my responsibilities and was too harsh on myself as I peer pressured myself with the fear of wasting time, missing out in life or not doing enough with my Life. After that first 2 years of college anime arc that leaves me with a harsh lesson and a scar that damaged my mindset and self-esteem. The other 2 years gave me time to enjoy and ease up a little despite having a world wide quarantine lockdowns.

I never thought I'd be able to relate to my art piece a few years later. I attracted what I fear the most I guess. To those reading this, please remember to take care of yourself and don't speed run your task and other responsibilities.

I made an awkward comic of how I became inactive and start hiatus.

brw I didn't apply for a job in the food industry as I have mentioned I was not able to juggle my responsibilities well. But I did help out with the family business.

TLDR: I finished "school anime arc" in my life and now I'm at the "Starting from scratch but with lessons learned from my journey Arc".

P.S.: I just realized I can probably use this site for blog post for now since I cannot afford a domain yet since I'm still broke from college. I hope this site is friendly to the new generation of artist and a returning users. I originally plan to be active to social media sites and forums by 2023, I might as well slowly start being active here, in twitter, and in discord for now.